FLAME OF CREATIVITY

Today in Soul Coaching – one of the exercises is to create a collage that shows what prosperity really means to you…to show it…because money alone does not make a person properous or wealthy…..Creating something is so much more easier for me then to type out just to explain me…so this one is up my alley!

Well the only thing (and the BEST THING) that popped into my head – was my kids – they make me rich beyond anything that money could give. As I have said more times then I can remember – my kids make my heart complete…without them – I would not be the person I am today. I also know there would be a void in my life longing to be filled. I truly did not know what total bliss was until I had my kids. Seeing the world through their eyes…experiencing life with them, through them, beside them, has made me the richest person I know!

So My collage was the most recent picture of my kids the last time we were all together (this past june)…and then digitally adding words that add to my prosperity without needing a penny. As you can see the greatest of all – the most important of all is LOVE! All of those terms – have made me rich and enriched…full of all I could ever want. When I was growing up – I thought money and fame were important and the only things that you make you weathy but I was so wrong. I have had lots of money – have had no money – have had no kids – have three kids…and my kids are my riches.

As I have said before – the greatest joy from them is hearing “I Love You Mom” OMG – just melts my heart away…now that is priceless…

Today I will THANK GOD for all my riches – my KIDS – and that will always be enough~!~

Today is the LAST DAY of fire week….this past week has made me feel better then the other two..I feel like I have discovered more about me this past week…one more week of discovery left…EARTH is next!

Today is day 21 of SOUL COACHING and day 22 of NABLOPOMO!!!

CONFRONTING FEAR – FIRE WEEK

Today is the first day of FIRE WEEK in SOUL COACHING!!! Today we are suppose to discuss/list our fears…
Well I have plenty of those – but I think I will stick with the ones that paralyze me pretty much!

I fear/am afraid of:

• fire – yep you got it – the week we are opening to I am scared out of my wits over.
• dying alone
• going any where outside my comfort zone (comfort zone being my house, more specifically my puter room)
• talking to strangers on the phone
• answering the door
• people (outside my family) agoraphobic

Those are the fears that plagued my mind, my life, right now. If I could do any thing to try and slowly deal with a fear it would be the one to go outside – outside my front door….I have not seen the front of my house in months – I do not know why it scares me but it does. I used to go at least outside and sit when the evening was rolling in and chat with my hunnie about just things…I used to like it in the winter because we would sit outside and light up the fire pit and sit around talking for hours…but now the thought of me sitting outside terrifies me.

My goal this week is to actually work up the courage, the inner strength and go outside…just for a couple of minutes – but I have to do it when my body and my head come into agreement. I know that may sound weird – but that is how I can describe what I go through just to function. Now that the weather has cooled down today and it is suppose to be cool this week – that is a major inducment to go outside and enjoy the air and the sun.

This week is starting off with anxiety for me – fear is not something I am comfortable talking about – but we will see where it leads.
Today – My Fears have No Power Over Me (I must keep saying that to myself).

Today is day 15 of SOUL COACHING and day 16 of NABLOPOMO.